loves little secret

and so, what to do now...  
its never easy making decisions that effect the heart. 
Will I be left with that empty feeling?
Will I ever find another?
Is it really all that important? 
of course I can go on, as long as god makes me to wake I shall...
I've been blessed, tormented, disappointed and then blessed again
and to whom do I owe all the torture? 
I fall short of an answer there with out GOD!