Don't you see what you did?

Don't you know it changes? I can't love you the same today as I did yesterday. Maybe its more. Maybe its different, but I can't love you less. Or maybe I can. Can you talk that way with a friend? I thought I was your friend.How can you ignore a friend's opinion?  My feelings? they got hurt. My hopes? unimportant. My dreams? crushed. My love? unappreciated. Leave?  then go. Lonely? more then, less now.  I cry, but not for you. I change, but not for you. "Live for yourself, there's no one more worth living for."* You hurt me and I don't want that again.


*Rush- Anthem (Fly by Night)

Monday

Well what do you know, now the outlet connected to the switch in the bedroom is out. Thus the light will not come on. Will have to see what the problem is. switch or outlet, only remaining suspects.

Just sitting here enjoying a cup of coffee and basically not thinking about anything worth publishing so I will just babble with the keyboard.

It just really gets me to invest so much time into something and get relatively nothing for all your efforts. Chalk it up as experience and learn.

• (never) think in absolutes
• never base important bills on child support
• doubt your instincts (its usually the easiest not the best way)
• listen to your doubts
  
• if you can't afford the damage don't live on the coastline
• Always have a backup plan
  

ramdom III

But I was just thinking...

why on earth would one want to buy an mp3, as poor as the replay sound is and the fact that you can just dl them with the right program.  Don't go into this pirate, thief, etc.  I never felt a bit of quilt recording an album or cd onto a cassette.  The only difference now is you don't have to personally know the person or 'friend' with the lp, cd etc, just sharing.  In fact, the first copy I ever made was the 8 track recording of Dark Side of the Moon, which resulted in me buying that recording magic many times over, once in 8 track twice in lp and once in cd. Thing is, Pink Floyd didn't get that money, the record company did.... 

Draws a fine line, are you a fan of Lynard Skynard or are you a fan of MCA?  I was a fan of old Rush, not Mercury (Mercury would be a great name for a rock band)

Is anyone else confused why the Mercury dime and Liberty dime are one in the same? Mercury is a winged male who drove the sun across the sky in a chariot; Liberty is a female winged image of "liberty".

See the thing with the home recording, now known as download, you come across an artist you really like and you want to have a professional caliber replay copy, so you go out and buy the cd, what used to be called "their last album" 

Album not being the actual lp, but rather the collection. As a family album is a collection of family pictures.

So... Lets start calling cds albums.

But than the media has a strong grip on public opinion and views. "available now in album or cassette" "at a record high" precedeing "price has come down too" (wasn't $2.49 a record high long ago?)

Novel idea: lets start over and drastically reduce the salary of the congress.  Bring them back down to see what their constituants experience.

Nothing is going to change unless you change everything.  

I am just a man

NO really it will be ok. Nothing to worry about, just one of those issues that will pass with time.  Not so sure how I got here but I will one day figure it out'

I am just a man with desires 

so she is a fish, I can work with that, after all

I am just a man with desires

and even if it doesn't get better

I am not the man to say good bye

I can't just leave you now

I am just a man with desires

how can I tell you these things?

I try not to yell

or scream

I am just a man with desires